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Bronx, New York, United States

8.22.2008

END OF THE TEEN-AGE YEARS CRISIS

I DON'T KNOW IF THIS EXISTS BUT IF IT DOSE I'M GOING THROUGH IT. END OF THE TEEN-AGE YEARS CRISIS. I CLASSIFY IT AS THE TIME PERIOD RITE BEFORE U HIT UR 20'S AND U FEEL AS IF THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE TO GO WITH UR SELF. HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT THAT'S WHERE I'M AT.

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THOUGHT THIS SUMMER WAS GONA BE AWSOME, TRULY DID, BUT IT WAS AAAIGHT!, TO SAY THE LEAST. THE EVENTS I HAD PLANNED OUT DIDN'T GO AS PLANNED, I WAS BROKE HALF THE SUMMER (EMBARRASSING), AND ALMOST EVERY NIGHT WAS FOLLOWED BY ARGUMENTS OR DISAPPOINTMENT. MAYBE THIS IS T.M.I BUT HEY GOTA VENT SOMEWHERE. ANYWAY...
I'M AT A PHASE IN WHICH I FEEL LIKE "AINT SHIT GOING RITE".

THE JOB IVE BEEN INTERVIEWING FOR SINCE JUNE, Juicy Couture, IS STILL INTERVIEWING PEOPLE...WE DON'T TALK ABOUT IT. I'M STUBBORN OF COURSE CONSIDERING I KNOW I HAVE THE JOB I HAVEN'T GONE OUT TO DO WHAT I WANTED TO DO THIS SUMMER WHICH WAS INTERN AT A PROMINENT FASHION MAGAZINE. IVE BEEN DANCING BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO. I WAS HOPPING ON TAKING BEG. BALLET OR MODERN CLASSES BUT THAT DIDN'T WORK. AND NOW THE U.S GOVERNMENT DOESN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M A CITIZEN (LONG STORY). DUE THIS "MISUNDERSTANDING" I'M RUNNING AROUND THE CITY FILLING APPLICATIONS AND SENDING IN FORMS LEFT AND RIGHT JUST SO I CAN REGISTER FOR SOME SECOND RATE, WANA BE COLLEGE; KNOWING I BELONG IN FIT ABOUT TO STUDY ABROAD.

ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS SUMMER IS READING THE SECRET. APART FROM THAT I HAD THE OCCASIONAL CUTE DATE, FUN CONCERT, FUN CLUB OUTING. BUT IT JUST HASN'T BEEN WHAT I EXPECTED IT TO BE CAUSING ME TO PLUNGE INTO MY "END OF THE TEEN-AGE YEARS CRISIS"